hope

Last may 26 i suddenly saw a spot of blood in my underwear and i was shock coz its too early for my monthly period. i ask my mom's friend what's wrong with it and she says i maybe pregnant...we were trying to get pregnant for almost 3 yrs now and still no luck until my mom's friend says that it's a big possibility that i'm pregnant. i started drinking anmum and try not to move much... i'm so careful coz i'm really hoping that we're finally having a baby....june 4 is my expected 1st day of my menstrual period and until today i've been delayed for 4 days but just this afternoon when i went to the ladies room there's a slight blood...i started feeling dizzy and i thought..."not now"...i think it's my period but up until now there is no blood....i'm still hoping that it's just a "spotting" and not my period....i'm so expecting to be finally pregnant that i can't accept that what i saw earlier is just spotting.....i really want to have a baby...so desperately i'd do anything just to get pregnant....i want my husband to be more happy...he already told me that with or without baby he still loves me and that will never change...he even told me that i married you because it's you that i love...it's you i want to spend the rest of my life with....hearing that makes my heart ache coz though that's his thoughts, for me i'm not complete if i can't give him a baby....its not complete....please Lord help me...