doesn't fit at all...

i'm so depress right now. I used to have the best clothes, all branded if I may say, but now even in "tiangge" it's very hard to find clothes. Why? coz of my body shape. It's so depressing. I've tried controlling what I eat but temptations keeps coming. HAAAAYYY. I have an interview this coming friday and nothing fits at all. I should be getting serious about loosing weight. I should have done it a long time ago but getting my fats disappear needs money and I can't afford it since we have lots of expenses. What should I do. I need to get back the figure I once have, for me and my husband. God please help me.